David Snyder - Hypnosis Training

I've been learning Hypnosis for years. In 2018 we've been focusing in on it deeper than ever. In that process I ran across David Snyder. OMG!

http://nlppower.com
858-481-1438


Inductions

(Hypnotize a group)

Deepeners
4 Magic Bullets - Modified David Elman
(Or just use as the induction)

Cleaning Up Shit

Pain Relief - Spinning - "neuro-semantic energetic repatterning"

(aberration to fix it)

Or even enhance a good feeling by spinning faster the direction it's already going

https://youtu.be/JfimAUXUsVM?t=39m57s

Grey Room
This is the type of process we used where Scotty moved from 5 yo to 12 yo and merged in many ways with Scott.

This is used to remove negativity. Those things that don't benefit your life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ws8OtN8JQhE

Holographic Desk Top Approach In The Grey Room

Combined with magic frame

Used to sort positive and negative memories

This Concept Starts at: 8m35s

Healing Emotionally - Memory or Imagination safe place
Induction
2:36 Safe place
5:00 Color where sensation of saftey is felt / ball of energy of those feelings
6:40 scan for tension and density and flow positive energy over them
...

Controlling Yourself
State Control

   (David - Power Pose)

Atomizer


Procrasination Blaster

Identity By Design
Steps:
  Universal Solvent

https://youtu.be/uND853pDFaw

Universal Solvent: ?t=2825
Womb of Eternity: ?t=49m40s
Grey Room: ?t=53m10s

 

Therapy Approach
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvzOtjvWVn8
Universal Solvant: &t=8m10s
Womb of Eternity: &t10m50s
Glowing Highway of Time: &t11m36s
 Fold back in time to a place before body and first memory
hold the divine being/spark of life
Love on it
...

  Grey Room

(Hinted at)

  Magic Frame

https://youtu.be/JfimAUXUsVM?t=43m29s

  
Pillars of Power

  Voice of Authority & Womb of Eternity

  Garden interface to Sub-Selves/Co-Personalities

Law of Attraction


Influencing Others

Mind Control Skills

(3 Magic Questions: time=46m)

Weapons of Social Seduction / NLP

Job Interviews

Weight Release
https://www.nlppower.com/2015/11/29/nlp-hypnosis-demonstration-remove-subconscious-negativity-david-snyder-interview/ 

• Grey Room
• Magic Frame
• Self Directed Regression

at 1:23:34

 

Master Mind

Welcome Home Scotty

One thing we've been stumped on for a long time is why Scotty has continued to live alone in his dark space. Sure sometimes he'll come out front and crack a joke, or even front some, but he's never been part of the group.

Tonight there was a big rain storm and we stayed up until it passed because we have panic attacks and can't relax from the noise. The thunder specifically, but the hard rain too. Anyways we have been working through a video series and we watched part 2 tonight.

Video is on a closed facebook group or I'd share the link.
(For me: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSnyderNLP/videos/1978111765772636/)


During this video there was a vibration healing/hypnosis/thing...

Anyways we took it on to do self work instead of just listening to it for learning how to do it. We dug inside and quickly realized that Scotty and Scott needed to have some chats. I won't go into details but there were lots of tears as old feelings were finally resolved. And we were left as a group HAPPY. Truly finally a family in our head because Scotty has finally decided to join us. And he's tired of being scared 5 year old Scotty. In an instant he aged to 12. He wants to relive that time period where we made so many mistakes as a do over.

What does this all mean?
What do we do with a near teenager in our head?
What...

Doesn't matter. That is my fears. That is me (Scott) thinking small.

So ya we are estatic to see where all this goes. Happy and free and light and depression free.
(Funny I was listening to a radio show about depression being healed from heat last night. Sort of a theme happening...)

And apparently now we need to buy cinnamon Life cereal for Scotty because that's his request for the shopping list. Weird... ok...

Catch up... I GOT MARRIED!

I doubt anyone is reading this. But some catch up. I dismissed girl 1. That situation was hurting us too much. Nothing like looking at leaving town after being layed off and realizing that I didn't want to take her with me. In the end I didn't leave town but it was a wake up call. We did the uncomfortable and broke things off. Will miss our little in that system but the big picture was NOT working as we wanted. Girl 2 and her other bf broke up and seperated. Girl 2 and I never parted ways and got close again after it was just us. 2/24/2017 Girl 2 and I got MARRIED! Yay!!! Now Girl 2 is Girl 1. :) --- I now have a new gf now. Trying to learn and follow lessons from other experiences and not hurt her in the process of applying those lessons. It's been weird. I make it weird... I'm weird... LOL

The job thing - again

So life throws punches. Work is closing out the office here now that the contract we were doing was cancelled. It is interesting to see so many people interested in talking to me vs last time. Nashville is in a big upswing with java development lately. Good to see. Where the next job will be. I haven't decided yet. Maybe now is a good time to clean house and start my life over again. Maybe... But I've learned some leasons about how hard it is to find people that match on things around my MPD, my sexual desires, wants, and needs. I don't like the constant fighting. But I feel understood most of the time. The collar has come off girl 2. She just couldn't live with it on anymore. Akhenaten is crushed. Scott's like, well some of the stuff we couldn't have to keep the mindset of roles in place can be had now... But it's still confusing. I want everything to go happy. I also miss not having evening time to work on my leather and game development. But the trade off of having the BDSM club and girl 2 in my life has way outweighed those wants. I don't want this change right now. I don't want to have to think about this. I was just getting happy with how life was going. Looking to start paying off some old bills. Looking to get some dental and vision stuff handled. Now everything is on hold yet again. I'm happy that I'm not stopped this time. I'm feeling some extra depression. But the anxiety being under control from the meds is making it a bit easier to manage the extra stress.

much has happened

So many things have happened since I last wrote... Lots of emotional pain. The anti-anxiety meds are helping a lot. But we get so many feelings it can't help with. So I'm writing today because yesterday they announced this project is cancelled. Looking like I'll have three weeks of employment and then two weeks of severance. Today I've applied for two positions. One remote based and one in Cincinnati. Looking at others too. That is with my same company. I'm planning to look at other companies locally soon too. My kids are upset because their grandma is dieing. (bone cancer.) I feel so helpless to help them. Even if they were close to me I couldn't help them with this other than provide hugs. Wish I could...

Dr Update

I finally made a Dr appointment and it's tomorrow. Kind of scared. Shouldn't be. But nervious feelings are there because I'm finally going to "come clean" about my DID to a Dr... But I've got to get some med that will work long term.

Dr search contunues

Still hunting. Moving on to second choice list. Good weekend but still hurting in my head about things that have been said and the physical impact that left in my head. Headaches continue. Endless chatter inside continues. Rehashing old conversations agnosium continues. I just want to be happy...

Searching for a SHRINK

So a multitue of issues around sex, sleep, relationships, etc has me looking for: * MD * Shrink * Eurologiest Oy how did all this sneak up on me? Oh ya I disasociate... And minimilize stuff. And think it's others. And... Ya I'm fucked up right now :(

Megga breakdowns

I've been trying to come up with a list of "stuff" to work with a doctor about. It's printed out now. Yesterday and today attempts to call the preferred doctor have failed due to lack of answering their phone. :( So Plan B... We are really depressed right now and it's getting darker... Which pushes every one around me down. Big cluster fuck that. Big misunderstandings this last week-end has put the whole house into iminent breakup. And that isn't ok. I need my family to trust me and believe I'm looking out for the big picture and not just myself. Because I am. I also need to have needs met before I'm ok with people leaving for an week... And so it goes. Yet another thing where I'm trying to make sure I have what I need to survive and I'm the bad guy. Everything is great as long as we are serving them. Well no that doesn't work either we should be in charge. Wait we show we are in charge and there are fights. No matter what there are fights. Hating this reality. I was so happy that we weren't upset about this vacation thing. Not jelious about it. Just needing to stage things so that we could get through it in a happy way. That was sabitaged. And yet we are still mostly ok with this trip thing. But NOT ok with the last of trust shown to me and blaming me for not giving what I was going to give but couldn't because they weren't trusting/playing with me. Did I push too far Sat morning? Probibly. But at the same time I get pushed to have to accept things I don't want all the time or I can't keep my girl. And I've been letting her get away with it because I want her to be happy. But I need to be happy too and I need my needs taken care of before she goes off to take care of his. Work took my big project away from me and gave it to my team lead. I'm off to do other stuff now. So presure is off a bit. And yet I can't believe this is a good thing. This is a good read about poly-relationships: http://solopoly.net/2014/07/12/invisible-fences-fuzzy-landmines/

frantic and peace

Life lately has been really crazy as various stresses have come up. The tight money, moving, sicknesses, WORK... Girl number 1 was out of meds for a while. Oy that is hard. Finally got them again. While she was off of them that spun need down. Then girl 2 spun down. Then bad news about her dad. I started having lots of panic attacks, extreme thoughts, anxiety, break downs all over and of course lots of switching because that is what we do. Even started to feel like others were starting to show up... That and Rachel is more gone again. So ya.... Now both girls are on meds and I'm nice and calm and relaxed even in the face of work getting really hard at the moment. I've been chossing to be happy. Often choosing isn't available and I'm very much in my default whiny self. No one likes that... So I've been enjoying it. Sure there have beensome little breakdowns. But manageable. So we've been thinking of going on medication for out panic attacks, bipolor mood swings, extreme emotions and. Well not sure what all. The falicy would be that while we are feeling good to say we don't need it. But maybe right now is the good time to seek it out while we are with it enough to talk about it in stead of hiding. We sure don't want to be drugged up, but we are sick of hurtibg over stuff we can't control and don't want but have to have in our life. Almost Dads birthday Almost missed my sons birthday. I still cant believe I have a son... I so didn't want it that I have to stop myself from disasociating about him. That's fucked up. I miss my boy in girl 2 and miss the fun times we used to have. and others in her. I'm trying to be patient but they are missed. My girlfriend and I worked some stuff out and are talking a lot again. So scheduling a third is stupid hard...

Lots of depression, worry, and such [Scott]

I've found that more and more often lately I'm depressed. It isn't a problem... And yet my bi-polor symptoms have been getting a lot worse lately. I've been really upset and all over the place with my emotions. Lots of us have been coming out lately. I know it seems like I only blog when things are bad. But I guess that is when I remember this is hear and try to use it to get shit out of my head as a "flush". Sometimes it helps. I found Scotty out last night, strongly influncing us today, and going to be out again tonight. Since we're sleeping alone that should be fine. Felt funny sucking my thumb last night. He seems to be a bit regressed. We are worried for girl 2. Her dad is dying. I can't be there for her and despretly wish I could be. My monitor is getting strobe lighty and dieing... Yet another expense to worry about. My oldest kid asked me to take out a college loan. How the hell can I afford that? There is other news: The new house is working out ok. Except I felt ignored frequently. Adjustments are uncomfortable. I wanted more of her time and now I get less. But she's happier it seems. I need to learn to be more proactive with scheduling "us" time now rather than assuming her attention will be on me. It's never worked the way I wanted anyways... Work will keep going for a while yet. The new guy I've been training had to go home to CA to find some paperwork so he can be hired. So now I've had to raise the question of if passwords need to be changed or is he coming back? Lots of projects to do. I should go let Scotty out. He's been pushing for it for hours.

new guy

There is a new guy at work that I'm doing some training for and transitioning some of my work that never should have been mine. Never before have I seen such a stark separation of Scott vs Akhenaten when dealing with people at work. No wonder we've never really been promoted in to management with every one seeing Scott. So we've given up trying at a level. It is refreshing to have a sense of having someone work for me again. I really miss having teams working for me. A bit sick and brain jumbled this morning about this and stuff.

work

Someone died at work. Seems like we should be sad but we aren't. Wouldn't wish it one here but we weren't close...

peace broke again

Wish I had medication sometimes to make these thoughts easier for the things I can't control.

peace

It is nice to feel for a change.

vacation

I just got back from vacation. So happy and calm right now. Feeling work chipping at it already.

switchy. it never ends

We've been stressed lately do to many things going on in life. Some good and some broken head stuff. Now after a long time of not hearing from Mike he perked up and wants to play D&D with the new game we are setting up. So we'll see how it goes... We are making a build we he can express some of his desires and personality without life consequences. Hoping for the best....

the big move in

So now we four have moved in together. The is still some getting to know each other and the like. But mostly things have been ok. We all we to like the knew house and it feels good to be out of the old apt. So where do we go from here? Well we are making it up... Divorce being behind me feels good. Taking marriage with girl 1. We are both scared about it. We have both been burned and don't want to go through that again. Out of town this weekend. It will be nice to escape work for a bit. But there is so much to do. I'm slowly realizing that my dream of having a team again probibly won't happen any time soon. I keep getting stressed out at work because I feel powerless and over burdened in the time schedule they have invented. So they see me out if control. I don't know how to keep my emotions in check when I'm stressed out... So many things I want to do at work to make tjubgd better.... But they say there isn't time and have ongoiningly refused to implement my ideas... So thiughts of what might be next cone up.

Moved [Rachel]

So we've moved to a rental house. We've been having lots of break downs away from work and almost not holding it together at work. Stress is horrible lately. Some highlights: Scott had a review at work a few days ago. It was commented that often he is perceived as negative. We just expect a lot from the company we work for and want to make things better and want to avoid mistakes we've seen and try to warn people of the traps they are getting into. But we are misunderstood. And we are negative. They don't pay us to be positive. They pay us to get work done. If they want us to be fake then they are asking us to be who we aren't. Our bi-polor has been really getting in the way since we started there. We are working on salvaging our future there but I'm not sure... Me. I've been out a few times lately when I didn't want to be. It was hard hearing girl 2 say that she loves us when I don't believe she loves me. I had to go away.... Not to be negative here but it is confusing to know how to live now that every thing went down... Mostly Scott and Akhenaten have adjusted to be twins and share move of the out time. Beast seems to pop out a lot lately. A lot of that is the stress and he's still angry so it's been hard to keep him from fucking everything up for A and S. The other day we went shopping and I started getting pulled out but we were with g2 and I didn't want to be out with her. We are tired of her taking over everything with this move and she was doing it with the shopping too. Finally as I was slammed out we had a huge panic attack and I went to the car and cried. Ahenaten got to cut on a couple people last week-end. That lifted his spirits a lot. Things are settling out now that the divorce is done. But brain is still rocky and having lots of trouble knowing K. is moving in soon. We are scared.

They are back :)

Girl 1's personalities are back. Seems a medication knocked them out. (?) Now that med is out of her system and they are back. Seemed tied together. LOL