Wednesday, May 1, 2013

New Job Hunt

The project I'm on is over... Hunting for a new job.

Lots of breakdowns happening. Lots of crying. Lots of run away emotions.

Trying to build a friendship with girl #2's boyfriend. Feeling one sided about it. Giving it time. 

Lots of fears are clouding our judgement.

Very jumpy brain. We are all over the place.

We talked to a recruiter today. We had trouble answering her questions... Bad...  And we know the answers. We just couldn't get it out right.  Bad head day. :(

We are walking in a fog today...

Playing at the club last night helped something but left us really checked out... I joked yesterday that I should take a day off to burn a floating holiday. Maybe I should have.

I just want to be programming my games. How do I find someone to pay me for that?!