vacation

I just got back from vacation. So happy and calm right now. Feeling work chipping at it already.

switchy. it never ends

We've been stressed lately do to many things going on in life. Some good and some broken head stuff. Now after a long time of not hearing from Mike he perked up and wants to play D&D with the new game we are setting up. So we'll see how it goes... We are making a build we he can express some of his desires and personality without life consequences. Hoping for the best....

the big move in

So now we four have moved in together. The is still some getting to know each other and the like. But mostly things have been ok. We all we to like the knew house and it feels good to be out of the old apt. So where do we go from here? Well we are making it up... Divorce being behind me feels good. Taking marriage with girl 1. We are both scared about it. We have both been burned and don't want to go through that again. Out of town this weekend. It will be nice to escape work for a bit. But there is so much to do. I'm slowly realizing that my dream of having a team again probibly won't happen any time soon. I keep getting stressed out at work because I feel powerless and over burdened in the time schedule they have invented. So they see me out if control. I don't know how to keep my emotions in check when I'm stressed out... So many things I want to do at work to make tjubgd better.... But they say there isn't time and have ongoiningly refused to implement my ideas... So thiughts of what might be next cone up.