Welcome Home Scotty

One thing we've been stumped on for a long time is why Scotty has continued to live alone in his dark space. Sure sometimes he'll come out front and crack a joke, or even front some, but he's never been part of the group.

Tonight there was a big rain storm and we stayed up until it passed because we have panic attacks and can't relax from the noise. The thunder specifically, but the hard rain too. Anyways we have been working through a video series and we watched part 2 tonight.

Video is on a closed facebook group or I'd share the link.
(For me: https://www.facebook.com/DavidSnyderNLP/videos/1978111765772636/)


During this video there was a vibration healing/hypnosis/thing...

Anyways we took it on to do self work instead of just listening to it for learning how to do it. We dug inside and quickly realized that Scotty and Scott needed to have some chats. I won't go into details but there were lots of tears as old feelings were finally resolved. And we were left as a group HAPPY. Truly finally a family in our head because Scotty has finally decided to join us. And he's tired of being scared 5 year old Scotty. In an instant he aged to 12. He wants to relive that time period where we made so many mistakes as a do over.

What does this all mean?
What do we do with a near teenager in our head?
What...

Doesn't matter. That is my fears. That is me (Scott) thinking small.

So ya we are estatic to see where all this goes. Happy and free and light and depression free.
(Funny I was listening to a radio show about depression being healed from heat last night. Sort of a theme happening...)

And apparently now we need to buy cinnamon Life cereal for Scotty because that's his request for the shopping list. Weird... ok...