Turns out that Rachel breaks really easy. More than any of us she's pure emotion with almost no rationality control. She's rational, but can't really control what she feels. And she feels deeply. She was dealing so well with MK. And now that he's around all the time old feelings are coming back. We can say all day that X is ok but she quickly doesn't feel it and our brain spirals down. So we aren't on the same page internally... Kind of...
If only he wanted to play with us too. It is torture having her wanting someone who doesn't want us. Normally we push those kind of people out of our life and move on. MK we can't. Rather won't. I don't like where this is heading... Again...
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