Many of them lately. We get so irrational.
We really fucked up our life this time and hurt too many (more than zero) people this time. :( Big fall out...
Some new insights and possibilities have come from it so not a total waste.
So sorry for all the pain...
Huge change... Rachel basically blended into the background. I suppose we could call her out if we had to, but she's gone. The brian has been so much more stable the last couple days without her constant psycosis getting in the way. But this hurts so bad loosing her. Seems to be the only solution to keeping my family. We had to find a way to fix us. We are awaiting the time test to see if it holds.
More adjustments are happening to fill in the cracks... Hoping that goes well. Sarah is a bit freaked out and hiding a bit.
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